It has been 15 months now that I lost my son James at a young age of 20. It is so hard to believe he is gone. I talk to him every day and I cry. I think the second year is almost harder than the first. James, I went to PV a week ago and took some of you with. I went par-sailing (sp) and let you go up in the air. You loved it in PV and I felt this was a good thing to do as you always wanted to do this. I felt as though I was right there with you. Very nice feeling. Talked to Glenda and they are still dedicating an Golden Eagle for you in the spring. We will plant roses and other flowers there as well, you know where the baby bunnies were. Flowers will go there. Oh I miss you my son. I long for the next time I meet with you and hug you and see that wonderful smile of yours. Holidays are terrible and you are missed but yet never forgotten. Mom