James, made it through the first year without you. Planning on going to listen to the elk bugel. You loved that so much. Moved back home to our house and it is better but yet so lonely without you. I thought the second year would be better but I find myself still crying and sometimes it is worse than the first. Travis has such a hard time and Jessica says they all talk about you all the time because they are having such a hard time as well. I thought I would put together a photo album for the kids so they know you are in heaven but yet never forgotten. When I think of things we use to do like listen to the elk I get so sad that I can't share that with you anymore. But I will go and remember the times we went. I truely wish the hurt was gone but I know now it will never be gone from my heart. Always missed, Always loved my son. Mom